Figuring things out

     It's been a while since I last wrote and I missed it a lot. I've been busy thinking...I need to figure some things out and make the change of all changes. I need to act mature and responsible from now on but not lose the enthusiasm of my young spirit.

     I never wanted to fit in anyway but I'm starting to feel a little bit alone in the world. Maybe because I am living mostly in my mind and I try not to face reality. But it is time to join the action. I've been an observer for far too long. I am in the game now. And I am determined to win it. Failure does not scare me anymore. I see them as lessons. They are just little fights. I win anyway. It's about winning experience or winning a fight in the war. 

     What am I talking about? To be honest, I've been very depressed. I've waited for something to change and made the fatal mistake of not taking any action in all of this. I know better than that...it's time to make a change. Little changes everyday. I need to have the courage to dream again. Even if my dreams seem hard to accomplish right now I have the motivation to make it happen. I can't tell you now what my dream is about but in time you will get to know me and you will see what I mean. All I can tell you is that it has everything to do with art. Yeah, writing too. I want to build an empire. And I will. I will fight for this dream until the moment I will take my last breath and I will die with a smile on my face.

     This is the year I will remember all my life because this is the year I start living for real. Doing what I feel. Being free. It will be hard but it will be worth it in the end. I don't want to come to the end of my life with regrets. I want to live and be happy. And make others happy too. I want to use my full potential and inspire others to do the same. So...are you with me? Are you ready to live? Are you ready to be the change? The only answer in my mind, heart and spirit right now is : I AM.