Cory Kay Creations

I liked this year. It was a good one from a spiritual perspective. I think I am closer to being myself more than ever and being ok with it too. I have nothing to hide anymore. I know that I might be weird and stuff and antisocial or even bipolar. But I don't care. I have my good parts and I want to focus on those. Even if I will never reach my highest potential because of my extreme shyness ( read stupidity) I will still try to make the best of it and maybe heal the scars on my soul. I don't expect anyone to fully understand what is going on with me, they are the normal ones, I am different. I was born a writer and I will die a writer no matter the social statuses or other idiotic things like that. I express myself in writing better than I do when I talk. Every person has something special. This is my special thing. This is the real me. Maybe my brain is broken, that is why I don't fit in. Maybe I seem whiny and people think that I do not have a care in the world and...

I just want to disappear. To not exist anymore. No, I am not going to kill myself, the end will come eventually. Death is the only one that does not care who you are. Death does not care about social status, race, religion, age, sex, looks. She wants us all. Why am I talking about death? It's a comforting thought. I'm tired of people judging me. They always have an idea about how I should live my life. I hate that. I just want to be left alone, not to be analyzed anymore. They said I don't look good enough, that I should lose weight just because they are idiots and want the whole world to be walking stick figures. This is my size and shape. And really, I don't think I am overweight. I am just tall and I have broad shoulders and hips. Whatever... They said I should dress differently. To buy expensive clothes. I am poor. I can't afford expensive clothes nor would I buy expensive clothes even if I had the money. I don't like to wear dresses or high h...