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I just want to disappear. To not exist anymore. No, I am not going to kill myself, the end will come eventually. Death is the only one that does not care who you are. Death does not care about social status, race, religion, age, sex, looks. She wants us all. Why am I talking about death? It's a comforting thought. I'm tired of people judging me. They always have an idea about how I should live my life. I hate that. I just want to be left alone, not to be analyzed anymore. They said I don't look good enough, that I should lose weight just because they are idiots and want the whole world to be walking stick figures. This is my size and shape. And really, I don't think I am overweight. I am just tall and I have broad shoulders and hips. Whatever... They said I should dress differently. To buy expensive clothes. I am poor. I can't afford expensive clothes nor would I buy expensive clothes even if I had the money. I don't like to wear dresses or high h...

Why 13? Because it is said that it is not a lucky number. But it should be. Things only happen when you believe in them, you give them power. So let's make 13 a lucky number. Why should you be grateful for? Ask yourself this everyday and don't feel like a victim, feel like a champion because anything that happens good or bad in your life teaches you a valuable lesson about yourself. 1. Feelings- Be grateful that you have a heart and that you can feel all the emotions; that is what it means to be alive: to feel happiness, joy, peace, love, comfort but also their opposites. 2. The Sun- for a few mornings I have been freezing so I am so grateful for the Sun. I love the Sun. It gives us free light and heat and loves us unconditionally because it doesn't kill anyone...not even the bad guys. ( long exposures are known to cause skin cancer so do not over do it) 3. The 5 senses- maybe some people can't see, hear, or speak, some are paralized and can't fee...

These days it's all about the music. I am not referring in general, I am referring to my blog posts. I quite enjoy to share songs that I like with you people who are visiting my blog.  Whenever I post a song on my profiles I do it for a reason. Might be because it reminds me about something, might be because it fits with a feeling I have, might be because it inspires me to write something because it fits with the story. I just like my music. It gets me into another world, another state of mind.  Today I will share with you my choices for sad songs.  Oasis-Stop Crying your heart out The Fray- How to save a life P.O.D.-Going in blind Korn-Alone I break Mudvayne-Death blooms Disturbed-Darkness Mariah Carey-Bye Bye Katatonia-Help me disappear Evanescence-My Immortal P!nk- Perfect Metallica-One Rascal Flatts-What hurts the most Sting-Shape of my heart Moby-Why does my heart feel so bad? Kansas-Dust in the wind Scorpions-Still loving you James Mor...

This is about what the title of the post says, the things that I love. Why do you all need to know that? You don't, but I am sharing it anyway just because I can and because I want to. ^_^  After all, this is my personal blog and because of that I will share my likes and dislikes, my thoughts, my creations, my rants, my opinions, my whatever I feel like sharing. You get the point. So here it is...a list of the people and things I love. I hope this didn't shock anyone but I must say that I love me. Not in a narcissistic, egocentric, better-than-you, I-am-the-center-of the-universe way. None of that. But you have to love yourself in order to be happy in life. If you can't love yourself how do you expect others to do it? I am happy with who I am and I am also aware of my flaws. I know that I am far from perfect but all my imperfections make me one of a kind. The way I think, the way I do things, my likes and dislikes, my stories, my strengths and weaknesses, my achi...

Don't judge.      It is very easy to start pointing fingers and observing other people's flaws but this is certainly not the way to change the world. We do not have the right to judge the lives or actions of other people no matter how absurd they seem to us.        We are all different and that is great. Imagine a world of clones with the same mind and same feelings or no feelings. That is not the dream of an idealist, it is the dream of someone who wants to rule the world and make people be ignorant sheep, easy to manipulate.           I understand the fact that we can't like everyone. Some people are just not on the same frequency as we are but that isn't a good reason for us to judge them! We are all on different paths of our evolution, different levels of maturity and self-awareness.        Think about one thing, and be honest with yourself...are you judging in others the things y...