Cory Kay Creations

The thing that pisses me off a lot about people is not the fact that they are brainwashed by TV, are shallow, mean and stupid. Well, those things piss me off too but not as much as a fake person. Do not copy others! This is a friendly advice. Just be yourself. It has become a cliche but whatever...it's a fact. I like someone who has a personality of his own. Know what I mean?  For me, I know who I am. I have many things to improve but I am aware of my flaws. I am naive, childish, weird, I may be bipolar and I may suffer from social anxiety sometimes, I daydream a lot and I am clumsy, I don't act my age, I procrastinate, I am too sarcastic sometimes. But I am who I am....when people describe me all that can say is Corina is...Corina. And I am proud of that.  And don't stress too much about what others think. People will always talk shit no matter how good you are to them. But remember that envy is a form of admiration ;) Be confident in who you are but not arrogant....

I don't really know what the definition  of normal is nowadays but I am sure that I don't fit it.  I have many issues. Some of them are real, some of them are in my head. I cannot fit in this world no matter what. It's just my way of being. I don't feel ok anywhere. Call it social anxiety, call it shyness, call it stupidity. Call it whatever you want, I am not normal. I am almost 25 years old and I still dream big and still nothing happens because I lack the social skills to get noticed anywhere.  Luck is not on my side. I am poor, average looking and again, I am weird and I don't fit in. It's like everyone can talk to everyone except me.  I would go to see a psychologist but I remember that a girl that was friends with someone from my high school studied to become one and she would put pictures of her bleeding wrists online. So no thanks. I don't want someone with more issues than me trying to fix me. I know that I have to do this myself.  ...