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Yes, I am alone. Right now I am alone at my new place. My roommate is away and I have the crib all to myself. But that is not the main idea, no. The main idea is that I have accepted the fact that I am mostly alone in this story that is my life.  I still want to live it to the fullest so I don't give a crap if no one cares that I exist. I am here, now and I will make myself known but not by using other people or by selling my soul to the devil ( or my body to influential people).  I will make it using my own strengths and thank God I have the best of them. I communicate easily and people seem to see into my soul sometimes and they know that I am not like everyone else. I am an idealist, I still hope and still dream and I don't care about the stupid rules of society. My religion is the religion of unconditional love.  That is all. That is why once you know me you can never forget me no matter how much you hate me or how much you don't like me. I am not being i...

I liked this year. It was a good one from a spiritual perspective. I think I am closer to being myself more than ever and being ok with it too. I have nothing to hide anymore. I know that I might be weird and stuff and antisocial or even bipolar. But I don't care. I have my good parts and I want to focus on those. Even if I will never reach my highest potential because of my extreme shyness ( read stupidity) I will still try to make the best of it and maybe heal the scars on my soul. I don't expect anyone to fully understand what is going on with me, they are the normal ones, I am different. I was born a writer and I will die a writer no matter the social statuses or other idiotic things like that. I express myself in writing better than I do when I talk. Every person has something special. This is my special thing. This is the real me. Maybe my brain is broken, that is why I don't fit in. Maybe I seem whiny and people think that I do not have a care in the world and...

This is a 2 in 1 post. It is a song review and also my confession. No, I did not commit any crimes. It's not that kind of confession but it's pretty much about everything I believe in, the story of my life. So here goes nothing... this is the song in case you have no clue what I'm talking about:  And now let's take all the lyrics and talk about them, shall we? Hold your head up, there's a light in the sky. I know you're fed up, but you must try to survive. Each moment's precious, don't let life pass you by- Keep focused, keep your eyes on the prize. This is the chorus and it gives the song title. It talks about never losing hope even if everything seems useless and the struggle never ends, you need to keep your dream alive and not to be a victim. If you fall, always get up. Hold your head up and find the strength to go on. That's what we all try to do. Well, not everyone. Some have it easy, others don't. But sometime...

     Yes, this is the song I listen to almost every day because it motivates me greatly and because I like Brendon Urie. I am now going to analyze the song lyrics. Why? Because I want to. I am going to make a tradition out of this and from time to time I am going to do this analyzing thing. As I said in the beginning, in my first post in English, my blog is going to be about everything I find interesting. And believe me, I like a lot of things. A lot of nice, wonderful, cute, interesting things. So...let's begin.      This is the video, as you all may know. If you don't know it, watch it and listen to the song. It's a great song.       You can find the lyrics to the song here .       So let's begin my dears. The whole song is awesome, the lyrics are great but I must admit that I do have some favorite parts. The chorus, of course. Mr. Brendon Urie does a nice job. His acting skills and voice are really enjoyable, n...

     Your soul is on fire. You feel helpless. Nothing seems to be working out for you and you feel alone. It's just you and your pain, the agonizing thoughts, the voices in your head that keep on telling you how you have failed time and time again. Desperation, frustration, anger. Too many negative emotions to handle. It hurts so badly. Your heart screams. What can you do? Let the pain out, let it all out. Let your tears flow. It is not a sign of weakness to cry. It's something beautiful. It helps you feel better. It doesn't solve your problems but it calms you.      Sometimes, most of the time, life is hard. We all have problems. We can't be happy all the time. Even if we smile it doesn't mean everything is all right. Some people don't understand you. Some judge you. Some situations are just too hard to handle and drain us emotionally. Some of us are empathetic or sensitive. We can't remain strong like rocks and show no emotion.    ...