Answering questions. Part One.

Here I am once again. On my blog that I love so much. I am still writing in English because I think in English most of the time so what the hell.

Today I decided to Google a bunch of interesting questions and answer them because man, I do love to answer questions and it's a good way for you people to get to know me. Why should you be interested in what I have to say? I don't know about you but I am curious as a cat so if you are too then go ahead and read my posts and stalk me as much as you want. I accept fans and haters too because neither praise or critique don't change the way I think or am.

So...let's begin. Bare with me...there are 50 questions.

1. How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are?  

I think that probably 15. That was a good age for me...I might be stuck at it and people say all the time that I don't look my age...I am 25 but they think that I am 17 or smth. Lucky me.

2. Which is worse, failing or never trying?

Never trying. Fear is the path to the dark side... :))

3. If life is so short, why do we do so many things we don’t like and like so many things we don’t do?

Because we are a bunch of idiots and we are too manipulated by society's rules. We should start a revolution...just sayin'... I try to what I love doing.

4. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done?

I do everything I say I'll do...not right away but I'll do it. I never give up. My word is my word.

5. What is the one thing you’d most like to change about the world?

The people :)) I want them to be awakened and to realize that we are all connected and that we should help each other and accept and love one another not be in wars and competitions and bullshit like that.

6. If happiness was the national currency, what kind of work would make you rich?

Art and inspiring people...

7. Are you doing what you believe in, or are you settling for what you are doing?

I do what I believe in. And I believe that we can live in peace here on this Earth if we learn to communicate more.

8. If the average human life span was 40 years, how would you live your life differently?

I lived everything so intensely so I would probably live it the same...no worries. It's not about how much you live in years but in intensity of the feelings and moments.

9. To what degree have you actually controlled the course your life has taken?

A lot. I try to be independent and do things my way, I am not a control freak but I value freedom.

10. Are you more worried about doing things right, or doing the right things?

The right things. I'm clumsy anyway so I probably won't do them right by the book but I want to do the right things.

11. You’re having lunch with three people you respect and admire.  They all start criticizing a close friend of yours, not knowing she is your friend.  The criticism is distasteful and unjustified.  What do you do?

I defend my friend.

12. If you could offer a newborn child only one piece of advice, what would it be?

Don't ever let you divine inner light fade away no matter what hard times you come across.

13. Would you break the law to save a loved one?

Damn right! Rules are made to be broken ;)

14. Have you ever seen insanity where you later saw creativity?

        they go hand in hand so...yeah.

15. What’s something you know you do differently than most people?

I think about 10000 per second.

16. How come the things that make you happy don’t make everyone happy?

I don't know. Everyone is different, we are all different aspects of Oneness.

17. What one thing have you not done that you really want to do?  What’s holding you back? 

Traveling to Tibet and skydiving. Me don't haz za money, man.

18. Are you holding onto something you need to let go of?

To gravity. I would let go of it because I really want to fly. Besides that...not so many things.

19. If you had to move to a state or country besides the one you currently live in, where would you move and why?

To Los Angeles, because I want to be a star at Hollywood. What? don't judge me... :)) 

20. Do you push the elevator button more than once?  Do you really believe it makes the elevator faster?

no and no.

21. Would you rather be a worried genius or a joyful simpleton?

I already am a worried genius so I can live with it. I rather be me. :))

22. Why are you, you?

Because I am special. I like the things I like, think the things I think, feel the feelings I feel and see the world the way I do. And I am Cory and everyone knows me. 

23. Have you been the kind of friend you want as a friend?

YES. I WOULD CLONE MYSELF.

24. Which is worse, when a good friend moves away, or losing touch with a good friend who lives right near you?

both things.

25. What are you most grateful for?

that I am awake...and I feel so alive and so blessed to be part of this perfect Creation and to be able to create something myself and to feel all the wonderful feelings and LOOOOOVE, friendship, the sun, flowers, cats, animals, seasons, the 5 senses, the 6th sense...man, I am grateful for a tons of things. I love the Creator.

26. Would you rather lose all of your old memories, or never be able to make new ones?

I would rather eat chocolate and not put on weight but if I have to choose...maybe...lose my old ones. But just the bad ones :))

27. Is is possible to know the truth without challenging it first?

 I don't think so...

28. Has your greatest fear ever come true?

 I don't even know what my greatest fear is :)) 

29. Do you remember that time 5 years ago when you were extremely upset?  Does it really matter now?

Does not matter, brother. I am happy right now and that is all that matters.

30. What is your happiest childhood memory?  What makes it so special?

New Years Eve with my two cousins...it makes it special because I love them like a brother and sister.

31. At what time in your recent past have you felt most passionate and alive?

NOW. This year is my year of being myself again! :D

32. If not now, then when?

NOW, NOW! :D

33. If you haven’t achieved it yet, what do you have to lose?

I have nothing to lose, everything to gain.

34. Have you ever been with someone, said nothing, and walked away feeling like you just had the best conversation ever?

yep. 

35. Why do religions that support love cause so many wars?

Because they are fakers! they don't even know the meaning of love...

36. Is it possible to know, without a doubt, what is good and what is evil?

 that's why you have a conscience...

37. If you just won a million dollars, would you quit your job?

hell, yeah!

38. Would you rather have less work to do, or more work you actually enjoy doing?

More money, baby, more money. :)) 

39. Do you feel like you’ve lived this day a hundred times before?

nope.

40. When was the last time you marched into the dark with only the soft glow of an idea you strongly believed in?

All the time.

41. If you knew that everyone you know was going to die tomorrow, who would you visit today?

No one. See them on the other side... :))

42. Would you be willing to reduce your life expectancy by 10 years to become extremely attractive or famous?

I already am extremely attractive ( or at least that's what I think) and I am on my way to becoming famous so I'll keep my 10 years and achieve those things myself, thank you very much.

43. What is the difference between being alive and truly living?

Being alive = existing lik a potato... being manipulated and brainwashed and not questkioning anything, not feeling anything, just being there like a stupid sheep in a herd, on the other hand truly living is about being free, expressing yourself, feeling life at a high intensity, doing what you believe in, being passionate about something, being grateful that you are alive and that you are you and trying to make yourself happy and others too.

44. When is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just go ahead and do what you know is right?

all the time, bro.

45. If we learn from our mistakes, why are we always so afraid to make a mistake?

Because sometimes we are controlled by our fears...but we shouldn't be. Learn from trial and error. Best system ever :))

46. What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?

I would be exactly as I am now because I don't give a rat's ass on the judgement of others because it only says something about them, they are describing themselves, not me.

47. When was the last time you noticed the sound of your own breathing?

Just did that right now :)) 

48. What do you love?  Have any of your recent actions openly expressed this love?

 I love LOVE. :)) yep, I'm doing my best to fight off any negative emotions and fears and just feel unconditional love.

49. In 5 years from now, will you remember what you did yesterday?  What about the day before that?  Or the day before that?

I can't even remember now. But I will remember that this year was the happiest of my life because I decided to no longer be afraid of being myself.

50. Decisions are being made right now.  The question is:  Are you making them for yourself, or are you letting others make them for you?

I am making them for myself, baby. Me, the one and only....Corina. ;) The writer, artist, PR specialist. And don't forget young looking, intelligent and not at all modest :))