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Songs, singers, bands.

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     I want to know you guys. I consider that we can be friends. If you are actually reading my blog because you chose to do so it already means that we have some things in common. And even if we don't have so many things in common we are all connected. The world should be one big happy family. I know, I know. I am talking about utopia, heaven on earth. But I do believe it is possible. Someday the world will be a better place because the change starts from within us.      I want to talk to you about my favorite songs, bands and singers. I do believe that the music you listen to is a big part of who you are. Even if some people may disagree I still believe this to be true.       When I was a kid I would listen to lots and lots of R&B, dance, reggae, you name it. I want to share with you some of the songs that made me jump out of my bed and dance like crazy in front of the mirror. ( because yep, I did that and it was fun). ...

The main character

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     I love being a writer. I love to create new stories and characters. All my life I felt fascinated by fictional characters in movies, anime, books. I see them as close friends from which I can learn valuable lessons.       I love the main characters in my books.I wrote my first novel at the age of 15. I will post it someday when I will translate it into English.     The main character is a girl that falls victim to the evilness of the world. Her name is Christine and in the end she loses everything.     It's not a story with a happy ending because I felt like getting my revenge for the deception I had when...when... Mortal Kombat ended like it did! :( Buhu. Ivan Kay.      The character I love the most and I am closest to is Ivan Kay, the main character in the fantasy novel I have been trying to write for...almost 3 years. Haven't worked on it that much. I have many ideas but I can't seem to make th...

Your theme song

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                I am sure some of you guys read such an epic book or watched such an epic anime/movie in this lifetime that you were so fascinated and felt that you too need to be the main character in your own story. And you are. I am going to speak about how it is to be the main character in the story of your life. But not today. Today is about your theme song. Gotcha again! I know I always do this in my introductions. But by now you know me and accept me as I am.                So this is not going to be a long post. As you already know, I don't want to bore you with long posts so let's cut to the chase. What is your theme song? Is it an emotional song, a fighting song, a classical song, a I-wanna-dance-my-socks-off song? Think about it.          For the main character in my book who is an exorcist I chose this song  because it fits the mood of the book. H...

I like Bleach, man

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Ulquiorra , Inoue, Byakuya, Ichigo, Rukia, Grimmjow      I do. I like Bleach . No, dear housewives that use it on white clothes. Not that bleach. I like the anime Bleach, one of the best anime ever made, according to me. Don't believe me? Watch it. I never liked the first 5 minutes of the anime. I turned it off and didn't try to watch it again for a long time. The second time I watched it I fell in love. So that wasn't love at first sight as it was in the case of Death Note. But that is a whole different story that I am going to share some other time.       One day I was bored. And when I am bored I either take a nap or I do something creative. That day I chose to make a youtube video about...Bleach. But no AMV that time, no. I wanted to make something that could combine my love for this anime and my love for Hollywood actors. So I said " I'm going to make a video with characters from Bleach and actors/artists that look like them". And so I di...

Know thyself

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     I didn't say it for the first time but someone wise said it and I couldn't agree more. I think that it is very important for us to know who we are on different levels of our existence. But I won't get into this subject too much because as I said so many times before I am not here to bore you with long posts. So let's cut to the chase.       A very accurate and useful test that everyone should take for a minimum understanding of their own personality is the Myers Briggs test.       You can find the test online, free. But because I am such a nice person I am going to share it with you right here:  Free personality test.         Or if you prefer a different approach and function better on images, here is a video of the same test. Video of Myers Briggs test.       And here are the profiles of each personality type. Analyze your results  Analyze them on ...

On the way to becoming a master

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     We all have an unlimited potential, we are drops of divine. We are here to learn and grow. Creation is perfect. We just have to see it. Create, don't destroy. Find happiness and joy in everything.      I am going to share with you some of the notes I made after listening to this very interesting audio book that I am going to post here. It is 4 and a half hours long but I guarantee that it's worth the time. You can spend that time feeling sorry about yourself, being unproductive or watching crap on TV. So, it is better to do something useful for your mind and soul.        So here is the video/ audio-book:         And now my list of notes that are just key words and phrases extracted from this book. I find them very helpful and insightful and hopefully you do too, dear readers. Renew yourself; Become the master, don't let your ego be the master. Feel great awareness  The stillne...

We are one.

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     Today I want to talk to you about the fact that everyone seems to be in a war, with themselves or with each other. Why do we always feel the need to judge what others do, what others think, what others say? Why? Why do we do that? Why do we feel the need to argue? Why can't we all just get along? Why can't we accept each other the way we are?      We are 7 billion people. How can you possibly expect everyone to be the same? I mean, I can understand...I understand that the ones that have power are afraid to lose it so they want us to be stupid sheep, everyone the same...like robots, with no feelings, no thoughts of their own. But we need to be aware of that and think. We are all here to learn, and we are in different stages of our development. We cannot possibly be the same and because of that we don't have to or at least we shouldn't judge anyone. Why should we? It doesn't help us, it doesn't help them. Why do we do it? Because we fall pray to our...

Oh, Rukia...the bus hit you.

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     Kuchiki Rukia is just fine...I just drew her funny when I was 18. This is so funny to me now...so I wanted to share this with you guys. I know I need a lot of practice but...who cares? It was so fun back then. And the narration of the video is funny too. Just watch it. I never erase comments. Not even negative ones. So, watch it and leave your comments. Maybe I will make a new video of how to draw Rukia. Maybe now I will draw her better. Or maybe I should just stick to writing. But no. I thought I told you that we won't stop!  I love art. And if I am not that good I will practice and practice until something good comes out of it.           So here is the Rukia that looks "hit by a bus". Rukia 2014, the power of editing photos...yeah. I am still no talent...but with practice will come greatness.

The truth shall set you free

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     The greatest happiness one can experience besides unconditional love is the feeling of being free to be exactly who you are and say exactly what you want to say, express your emotions and just be sincere.              You don't have to justify who you are to anyone. It's your life, your path, your experiences. No one can judge you or your actions.              And you don't have to be afraid.The ones that don't like you just don't understand or they are envious of the fact that you can be yourself and they constantly need to wear a mask.             I tell you this...no matter who you are, you need to be that person and don't try to fake being someone else because sooner or later you can forget who you really are or get tangled in your own lies. So just be who you are. No one is perfect. You don't have to feel ashamed if you are not that beautiful, that sm...

You need to live this life

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     I have decided to make things a little more interesting for you, my readers and I will make some recordings from now on. Just audio for now, and when the time comes I will make a vlog.                I will talk to you about various subjects. I want you to get to know me and I really want to get to know you. If you want to listen, listen. Maybe some people will say this is stupid but I just don't care anymore. Like Mikky Ekko says in the song Who are you really? , "I've got nothing left to prove.'Cause I've got nothing left to lose." I know who I am and what I want to do. And this is what I want to do. To share my creations and my thoughts with the world. So here I am. I don't know if I am right or wrong. I am just a person with feelings, feelings that need to be expressed through art, through writing, drawing, talking.  This is my audio recording. Comment, like, hate. I won't stop ;) 

What about the romance?

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     I am not going to talk to you about love and marriage . At least not this time. I am going to talk to you about something that concerns all the anime lovers out there, especially Bleach fans, especially girls. Because us girls do want to see some romance in there.      I know, I know. Most of you fan-girls and fan-boys out there will be all like ohhhh, Rukia loves Ichigo. They have a special connection blah, blah. He is the main character and she gave him her powers and he saved her and so on. But no! I cannot stand here and remain indifferent when my opinion is that Renji and Rukia should be together now and forever. And I do have some other ideas of pairing the characters. Because Kubo Tite didn't want to get all soap-opera like with the story "   Tite Kubo :   I get asked about that a lot! I don't want to make  Bleach  into a love story because there are much more exciting things about their personalities and things tha...

Vampires and rock music

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        Oh, the perfect match that is between vampires and rock music. It's just perfect for them.       As you probably know from my previous posts, I love the vampire Lestat. That is why I read The Vampire Chronicles by Ann Rice. I recommend those books. If you love vampires, real vampires. The modern vampires are not that good. I don't quite like the idea of vampires being out in the daylight. They are creatures born in darkness and in darkness they must live, that is their curse. If they can have a normal life and go to Starbucks by day or to the Mall, what kind of vampire is that? No, I like my vampires old-school. That is why some of the secondary characters in the fantasy novel I am working on are vampires. But they live in darkness, they feed on human blood.       One of the best movies about vampires is Interview with the vampire . I've watched it more than 100 times. Tom Cruise is the perfect Lestat. He portrai...

Don't let your tears drown you, let them cleanse you

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     Your soul is on fire. You feel helpless. Nothing seems to be working out for you and you feel alone. It's just you and your pain, the agonizing thoughts, the voices in your head that keep on telling you how you have failed time and time again. Desperation, frustration, anger. Too many negative emotions to handle. It hurts so badly. Your heart screams. What can you do? Let the pain out, let it all out. Let your tears flow. It is not a sign of weakness to cry. It's something beautiful. It helps you feel better. It doesn't solve your problems but it calms you.      Sometimes, most of the time, life is hard. We all have problems. We can't be happy all the time. Even if we smile it doesn't mean everything is all right. Some people don't understand you. Some judge you. Some situations are just too hard to handle and drain us emotionally. Some of us are empathetic or sensitive. We can't remain strong like rocks and show no emotion.    ...

Figuring things out

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     It's been a while since I last wrote and I missed it a lot. I've been busy thinking...I need to figure some things out and make the change of all changes. I need to act mature and responsible from now on but not lose the enthusiasm of my young spirit.      I never wanted to fit in anyway but I'm starting to feel a little bit alone in the world. Maybe because I am living mostly in my mind and I try not to face reality. But it is time to join the action. I've been an observer for far too long. I am in the game now. And I am determined to win it. Failure does not scare me anymore. I see them as lessons. They are just little fights. I win anyway. It's about winning experience or winning a fight in the war.       What am I talking about? To be honest, I've been very depressed. I've waited for something to change and made the fatal mistake of not taking any action in all of this. I know better than that...it's time to make a change. ...