Cory Kay Creations

I knew from the very beginning that I was the one chosen for this mission. The mission of living a life full of experiences and so many feelings both positive and negative. And why? So I can become wise and teach others how to stay strong and keep on living without losing faith.  I know that I don't have great social skills. I cannot fake that I like someone if I don't. You can see it on my face. People that use others to get what they want disgust me. I am not going to befriend the boss or the president or the I don't know what man/woman in power just to be promoted. If I don't feel like I like a person I won't talk to them. I don't give a shit about their social status. Someone can be wealthy and a bad person or they can be poor and a cool person or they can be cool and rich as well as mean and poor.  I am feeling pressured by time. I don't even realize that I am almost 30 and haven't really done anything with my real self. I have gained knowl

I don't really know what the definition  of normal is nowadays but I am sure that I don't fit it.  I have many issues. Some of them are real, some of them are in my head. I cannot fit in this world no matter what. It's just my way of being. I don't feel ok anywhere. Call it social anxiety, call it shyness, call it stupidity. Call it whatever you want, I am not normal. I am almost 25 years old and I still dream big and still nothing happens because I lack the social skills to get noticed anywhere.  Luck is not on my side. I am poor, average looking and again, I am weird and I don't fit in. It's like everyone can talk to everyone except me.  I would go to see a psychologist but I remember that a girl that was friends with someone from my high school studied to become one and she would put pictures of her bleeding wrists online. So no thanks. I don't want someone with more issues than me trying to fix me. I know that I have to do this myself. 

I just want to disappear. To not exist anymore. No, I am not going to kill myself, the end will come eventually. Death is the only one that does not care who you are. Death does not care about social status, race, religion, age, sex, looks. She wants us all. Why am I talking about death? It's a comforting thought. I'm tired of people judging me. They always have an idea about how I should live my life. I hate that. I just want to be left alone, not to be analyzed anymore. They said I don't look good enough, that I should lose weight just because they are idiots and want the whole world to be walking stick figures. This is my size and shape. And really, I don't think I am overweight. I am just tall and I have broad shoulders and hips. Whatever... They said I should dress differently. To buy expensive clothes. I am poor. I can't afford expensive clothes nor would I buy expensive clothes even if I had the money. I don't like to wear dresses or high h

No matter how hard you try to be a good person and not kick some asses and hurt some feelings, other people don't give a shit. Most of them are not aware of the fact that we are supposed to be one for all and all for one.  I'm tired of selfish people who would sell their own mother for material things that other idiots brainwashed them into craving in the first place. Some people are just stupid. No creativity, no personality, no ideals, nothing.  I know, I know...I said we shouldn't judge others. I am not being a hypocrite here but I cannot ignore the fact that the number of bad persons is rising. I should mind my own business and try to do my best but I am not blind, man. I am not blind. Arrrg! I feel so disgusted.  But...Keep a smile on your face! :D It makes you look creepy to others :)) 

You can be as ugly as a squashed bug but if you have that special something people will want to be around you. It's all about the attitude. Let's see some quick and easy tips that help make you more charismatic: - don't be afraid to feel good in your own skin. I am not suggesting that you strip, I am saying that you should feel confident no matter your shape, size, face, ethnicity and so on. Don't stand like a shy flower in a corner, bloom, be the center of attention. -speak your mind. If you have an opinion, express it. Don't just follow blindly what others say and  don't nod at every stupid thing you hear, make a difference -be positive, be optimistic, laugh a lot and make others laugh with you. No one likes an energetic vampire who drains the life out of you, people like someone full of spirit, someone that lights up the room. -engage in conversations with everyone, learn their story, listen to them. People just want to be heard, be t